Mindcafe 2

Ok, so i thought i should blog b4 i forget what I did while I am free.

Met Emi , Jo, Bangj, Pjy, Ks, Sh, Bryan 4 Mindcafe. As usual it was fun~~~ Madness.
And caught Law Abiding Citizen. Hehe better than i thought!!! Niceee~~~
Oh b4 gg to Mindcafe, went to play L4D2 HAHAHA OMG NICE. Was kinda scary 'cos my first time gg lan shop (LOL) whaooo. Shock manzzzzz. Ok, so L4D 2? i think it's 2... Hm. Killed zombies. Whaooo exhilarating. I better not play anymore.

Went to Ben&jerry's after the show to blow candles 4 Jia yi~~~ yay.


School is starting in 2? days Omg. Omg Omggggg.... Die.


I think i suffocating. No more freedom. Nononono no no no~

Sad... I will miss my everyone and the fun we have together.

Day4

Getting tired of 2010 already.

Bangkok was mfucking awesome

I..

1)ate fucking good and cheap seafood
2)sat a tuktuk (3times in total plus took a video) fun2themax
3)went to the floating market - sooooo cooolllzzzzzzz until you will never imagine.
4)went for manyyyyy boat rides. I think in this trip there were close to 4 (barfff , kinda got seasick a while)
5)luved the awesome hairdryers in the hotel \m/
6)shopped at siam sq!!!!!!!!!!
7)went to the NIGHT MARKET (ROCKZZZZZZ) cheap as hell the things
8)this thai guy (nephew of my unvles friend) came and help us bargain thingzzzzz (he's v funny , kinda gayish^^ but he's nice)
9)rook a 2.5 hour ride to pattaya via van
10)beach is beaaaauutifulllllllll
11)alot of half naked fat angmohz
12)sun fucking hot but itz okzzzzz
13)went to the beach to chillllzzzz
14) went parachuting (SODAMNFUN)
15)JETSKI- boring after a while....cos we did it 4 half an hour ....
16)Went to the Tiffany show next (all the trannyzzzz)
17)Went to Coral Island
18) Played Banana boat
19)Fell in the deep sea while playing
ok i am too tired to continue....

(Omg the Trannys are all so pretty puhleazeeee, i felt so depressed when i was there. They all have damn good bodies , damn tall , skin damn smoothhhhhh wowowow. But those are high class one i guess, i saw trannys in the streets if bangkok also ha ha ha fugly , the way he/she walk is so funny alsoooo)

ok thatz all

Thailand

Boohuuuu gg to Thailand soon , i totally don't wanna leave (SAD FACE)

Happy New Year in advance ! Will b back on the 1st 2010 (MEGA SAD FACE)

The past few days have been hard ,

but it eventually got better.
Like they say it would be.


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Went to Se Yeon's house 4 rice cakes ^^ , Talked by the pool like old times , went out 4 starbucks today , like one of those kinda moments where you just wanna get out.

Met Jone too.
Meeting the girls tom

Feels great. And I am somehow excited 4 Thailand

Everything seems to be falling into place , weirdly.
But who's complaining , right?

For once , I think I am truly happy (just a slighttt bit)

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I've got something you will never have

I've got this as seen on Big Bang.

EXCEPT MINE IS IN WHITE . HA HA HA I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY THAT IT CANNOT BE PUT INTO WORDS.

Thanks Jone ^^!!!!

" I need someone to rely on"

I will not become that kind of person.
I will not be dependant.

I will not be over dependant.

It's only Tuesday , but

I can't even remember what I've done this week.

Should I be worried/Should I worry?

Happy/Sad?
Tired/Just - don't bother

Anticipating/Emotionless
Be a fool/Be the fool
Am I worth it/Are you worth it?
Should I look forward to it/Should I dread it?
Can I still turn to you/Should I just start confiding in myself
Give up/Perservere

What should I do?

Seoul'd Out Sundown Festival 09

OMG the concert was so awesomeeeezzzz. Totally worth the hot sun and fucking long queue to get in.

The queue snaked around the whole of Fort Canning manz. Reached the place around 4 and on ly went in at 7? But we were so lucky!!!! We went to the right side and found empty front row seats OMFG. When the whole thing started everyone stood up and pusheddd. Super hot and tiring~
The bboyz were cute ^^!!!! Made eye contact with one of them. Then Mario and this girl came out super funny hahaha. Then next was Ji Su Lee? Ah.... Tall , nice hair , nice voice. Ballad singer~ Can't really see the face although i was in front sad~ He looks kinda cute ront a far though~ And he kept doing the heart thing hahaha so cutezzzz. Looked at our direction also.

WOW THEN T-MAX CAME OUT. That was when everyone started screaming like madnessssss. KIM JOON SMILED AT ME AND WAVED HI OMG SPASM. F4F4F4F4F4F4F4F4F4F4F4F4F4F4 So close yet so far. Hahaha When they sang the BOF song wowowowowowow got fireworks so coolzzzzz. T-max was so cute^^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They all looked like how they look on tv though and i cant really see their faces!! I can only tel if i have seen them on tv b4.. ah~... Then they had encore also kk

Then FT ISLAND. omfgggggggggggggggggggggg I WILL GO TO THEIR CONCERT ON JAN I WILL I WILL I WILL.
Hongki's hair was the attena hair from YAB ^^!!!! SO CUTE PLZZZZ AND HE DANCE TO THE SONG AND THE CROWD WAS SINGING ALONG so fun. But they seem a bit snobbish..? Never wave or what also. Also had encore~

Then Brown Eyed Girls opened their segment with Sign. Woaahhhhhhhh Gain is so small sized. And her eyes really really small haha . Jea smiled and waved at me ~~~ yayzzzzzz And Narsha is so tanned omg. But all so pretty. Sang How Come 4 their Encore. woohoo\m/ i am so sure they will come back sg manzzzz the fans all so loud and maddddd.

Screamed til i couldnt talk no joke man plus my right ear went partially deaf BUT OMG SO WORTH THE 68BUX AND WAIT AND HOT SUN AND EVERYTHING.

Bought a bigggg bottle of water and drank so now my voice is ok~

I took pictures but you cant even see the face -_- so i shall not post.

T-max was so cute manzzzzz when all the perfomers came out they took a video cam along and filed the audience also woohoooooooooooooooooo OHYA The leader smiled at me also !!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMFG

Anyway Newton>Home

I am..

really tired of this Life.
really tired of my Life.

Just really tired.


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Looking 4ward to see Brown Eyed Girls later~! And i can see Hong Ki OMG . After watching YAB hahahaha so cute ^-^

I WILL DEFINATELY TAKE PICTURES HA HA.

A few things happened the past few days

1) I bought 2pm's album (01:59PM) and Bigbang's BIGSHOW concert. I think it's on impulse...
2) I finished Stairway to Heaven (today) It is... so heart breaking.
3) I still can't find a job
4) I might be going Thailand on the 27th.
5) Might be spending New Year in Thailand... Sick.
6) I am fucking pissed off.
7) Fucking assholes.
8) I. Made the wrong decision. Fucked up

9) Flea on Friday
10) Concert on Saturday
11)Perhaps out on Thursday.

I feel so numb

Stairway To Heaven.

Week 3

Okay , i have nothing to do at all. So i thought I would post about last week. Which is...
1) Prom week
2) Week that Lyn came over
3) Grandma s 83rd i think?

Ok , i am so fucking irritated , i cant write any apostrophes (is that how they are spelt?) Argh , wtf.

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I miss... All my friends.
Sob.

I must say

If i continue to stay at home everyday like this , i will probably die from back ache.
I need to get a job. If i can find one , i should get one right?


I want to cry. Shit.

Okay , i was over reacting. But i am so fucking bored!!!!!

Okay this is 4 real : I feel like dyeing my hair. lol 2themax. I am the who is telling everyone they should not and now i'm turning into them. Fuck.

W.A.N.T

I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT. I WANT.

Okay , i think the msg is clear enough. (I WANT!!!!!!!)

Feelings Of The Day

Just cleared my books...
Was really reluctant to throw them away.
My A maths , Chemistry , Physics , Geog. and 10 files.
Feel like studying all over again.

Prom '09

Uploading only 3 pictures. If you want yr photos ask me to send you? 'cos i took many random ones and some look... uh.... a little unglam. And i don't upload pictures on fb. lol. Plus i don't know if some ppl want they're photos up.

Prom was a great disappointment. Nothing big. But i didn't expect a lot. Ha.

My Girlfriend is an Agent @ cine after > Home (dad fetched)

Slept at 3 after i removed the make up and all.

Tiring day.

uotes.

" Only a Life lived 4 Others is a Life worthwhile "

I hate to say it . But.

No matter how hard we tried.. I just feel like right now.
We are just drifting apart. Further and further , until neither of us can be reached where it will not be awkward.


Lets go back in time.

BBQ@PJYChannel2

Had BBQ @ PJY's ytd.
Jolyn , YS , Samantha , Rachael , Emi , KS , BJ , Eugene, Sze Hong, Bryan , PJY, Melvin , JJ : total 13 people ^^

Was fun.

Chit chat> Played cards>Played games>Caked>Chased people> Washed up a lil> Cont. Playing> Played Hide-n-seek

Hide-n-seek was scary only because we said stupid things to scare ourselves + the fact that the condo was big. and dark k k k k k .


Took picz too. But I am too tired , physically and emotionally now.

Til next time ~ (can check out me lj 4 updates too)

Life on the Road

Today was really unexpected.

The plan :
Lyn , Stef and I head 2 Changi 4 Popeyes (I have mad craving 4 chix and Stef 4 the biscuit -_- ewwwww hate it)
But thanks to my laziness and the rain we didn't go out ^-^

Dad brought us ( Charles , Stef and I) 2 Da Paolo 4 lunch Which sucked.... I could have went to tetsuya 4 the same price... Standard really drop and the tiramisu.... no comment. Headed down to dad's office after lunch because the heavy rain was creating a jam making him late blablabla boring stuff. Then he dropped us off @ town ( i under dressed man.... damn embaressing.) I went to find Jone 'cos he wants me to see his things. Rushed there 'cos no time. End up he bought the things , so it's not a wasted trip ^-^ and rushed back again~

So. Damn. Tiring.

I want to work so badly so that i have cash to spend 4 my CNY trip to Korea(if it goes as planned.... My dad has broken his promise over and over again...... sighz.) Anyway extra cash won't hurt. But I'm just too tired.

I have 3 more days to Prom and i haven't buy my prom dress.. book my make up... deceide how I'm gonna do my hair ( don't think i am too lazy lol) What if i can't find a nice dress....... If worse come to worse i'll just go Warehouse.. Argh hate finding things like that.

I just waqtched YAB ep13. i think i am a lilllll bit tired of it. SW totally pissed me off in this ep. hahahahaha so irritating!!! Plus he wore all black -_- i don't like it ... TK @$&$&^@ hugged MN -_-///// a bit pissed off , i don't want them to rlly be too close in the drama if not it won't be funny anymore -_-'''''' and obviously there will be YAB2.
So overall this ep is -_-''' to the max.

I want Popeyes... they should totally open in the area opposite my house.

argh should i change my video>>>?? The leader keeps appearing... He's so ugly but he's like in 40% of it. Sickening.

Can't move

I'm so tired. From gg out. Every single day. So damn tired. No words can explain. Argh so tired. It's currently day5=5 days after O's. But i've to update so that next time i will read back and rmb sighz.

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Today went out w/ Se Yeon . Super funnnnnn , even though we did nothing much.

Bused to town >Wheelocks to collect faulty earpiece> Lido to catch Amelia (WHICH FUCKING SUCKS. IT'S WORST MOVIE TO CATCH EVEN IF YOU R BORED COS U WILL BE EVEN MORE BORED WTF MANZ)>Ion 4 Starbucks>HSH

:)